today im SAD :(

okayy . lets talking bout age , sch andd smthing yg melibatkan bnde yg akn guys sume tnggal kan . err , if nak share story with me . just leave ur coment at my mys . im sure i'll rply it :)

 i'll start now.

u knw wht . in this age . in this 16 y/o , i felt like i'll lost smthing . omg please i wnna cry ahh ! friend just read it yahh , i felt like i'll lose u all guys :( everyday i thnking bout this . mybe its just half frm our life but korg sume mesty rase kankan ape yg aku rase . oh yahh korg bole byang kan tak sekarang yg korg dah pon masuk tingkatan 4 . andd korg pon dah nk mule masok dlm fasa baru in age korg . bgy aku , form2 and form3 baru jea overr . tht years was done . hahhh ? pppffffttt , i can believe it . i can reach form4 so fast like this ohh andd aku rase mcm aku baruu jea lost someone yg mmg aku sayangg . F please , for those yg kenal andd rapat dgn aku . korg rase dye still okayy tak dgn aku ? just ask korg pnye pndapat . okayy , i also felt wht my friends feel . like fara . she can walked anymore with megat andd aku rase msty korg thu kan . dye alone . kelua dari sekola pon sorg sorg selamat ade qist for teman dye . yahh , itulah knyataan dye kan kan . just looked at shaa she also lost her beloved boyfie wan and i can see at her eyes tht she miss her boyfie damn much . everyday dtg sekola , beratur , masok kelas , belaja , rehat , belaja andd BALIK . if dulu kalau aku dtg sekola mmg nak jmpa kawan kawan andd nak hapy smpai terase mcm taknak balik and cepat cepat nak dtg sekola sbb ape ? sbb ade someone yg kite suke ade dekat sekola then kawan kawan plak jnis yg suke buat hidup aku hapyy -____-



now ? nak gosok baju pon malas . errr , nak bngon pgy sekola pon saje buat buat lmbab . takde semangat kot apetah lgy dpat kelas yg aku tak minat aliran dye . my rutin now , bngun pgy , mandy , solat , tnggu van dekat tepi surau -,- smpai sekola , lepak dgn kawan kawan then beratur , masok klas , belajar , rehat , belajarr andd BALIKK . sekarang rase mcm nak cepat cepat balik jea . kawan kawan pon mcm dah tak rapat . well masok klas yg up up kan . naseb baek ade PUAN KAMSIAH . terima kasih ckg . ckg selalu bgy semngat dkat saye . evryday klau tak text ckg mybe susa kot :) ckg baek . im sure tht ur son and daughter proud to hve mom's like YOU :) im still remember time dpat result . act , i found for pn . kmsiah . thnks to god , i saw her . she hug me said tht im a GOOD . but , for me . its not . im a losserr . i thnk u said like tht just wnt me to calm down ( now , im crying ) u're the best teacher . nobody can replace u in my heart mybe . YAHH ! onemore , ustazah maimon . u also the best pendidikan islam teacher ! iloveusomuch . ustzh baik sngat sngat . selalu tenang kan hati ank ank murid ustzh . saye nak minta maaf sngat sngat bgy wakil 3kreatif yg selalu buat ustzh pening kepale dgn perangai kiteorg . especially ustzh terlalu baik . ingat lgy time sbject ustzh saye , ellyia , mashitah andd nina tydo dlm kelas . ustzh tak mara lngsong tpy , ustzh lgy tnye kiteorg sakit ke ? hati ustzh baik sngat , knpe ustzh tak tarik jea tlnge kiteorg bgy kteorg sedar ? knpe ? :( now , i realise tht ur scrifice to teach us in study were BIG . ustzh lahh yg ajar mcm mna nk knal diri kite dgn lbih mndlam . sekarang saye dh betol betol fhm ustzh ;) thnks . thnks a lot . tpy sekarang rase mcm dah takde ap ap mkne kot . tahun lepas is the best year for me . i'll rmmber it ! im swear :)

thans for read friends . <3 nyan :)